it happened years back.. & i decided to share this story with you all out there.. like all of us..there was a first time falling in love.. i was nerd & such geeko back then..where i still have two ponytails going on & back pack that is way high up.. :) i couldnt really remeber what actually or directly remeber the story. well..,this is not a sad story or smthng like that..just plain words story that quite happened to me.. i was puzzeled when there is this boy who..kept staring at me in school back on the years..i mean..i didnt know he was looking but ifelt some one was looking at me.. haha..as usuall..i dont care..im not those who cared bout lightest thing on earth..i gobbled up my food like how i used to eat.. & sitting at my own comfortable way,.. the next day..i saw him along the way to send some stuff at the schools office.. i was like.. omg..so suayy lah.. i want to faster run..haha..funnylah..i was trying everyway to escape.. he shouted my name from the back of my ears..& i dont want to turn back. my kuku friend pat my back & told me someone was calling me.. i pretended no to hear..kept reaching my legs 2 step at a time going up the stairs..she pat me again..& i had no choice to turn.. he knows my name.. goshh! again my kuku friend tells it. i was like..ahh..yes..thats my name..i pretended not to ehar him & quickly went up..days goes by.. i found him really chasing me & wants me badly.. so i would like to giveit a try.. i accepted him..& you know..we are steadd..hahaha.. but im not those who are romantic..seriously..if you know me well.. i would pretend not to hear..everytime he says "hi" in school.. i would turn away..i know i was bad!! haha..but im not use to it.... this mushy stuff..makes me uncomfortable.. & i knew it hurts alot to be ignored..but i cant help it.. i really cant..!!. i cant do all the girly stuff people did ok.. im just tomboyish type..haha & one day..sis wanted to see step up1..he said he got the dvd,,.. so we decided to meet up.. he want to have more time with me actually..but then i said.. i wanna go home..so..he is quite pissed..& sad..i guess.. cos i just want the cd & go home.. :*( he had no more mood,. he walk off.. & leave me behind.. i was calling him by the name from the back.... he just walk off..& it ended there..i cried when i was waiting for the bus.. i was drowning in tears..& the public saw that..but i just couldnt control my tears any longer..cos i knew how he felt.. & i decided not to care.. i was guilty..& he did ring me up at night.. & my readers..... i just didnt knew how our love ended,.. but heres my story.... it was years&years backk.. share me ur stories to.. leave them in the taggboard... leave comments.. lets share.. goodnight readers.. (:
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 IRA!!♥
; 6:25 AM
FOR WHAT WE BELIEVE IN LONG TERM PLANS.,. FOR MY HONESTY OF SPEAKING TRUTH, & OUR PROBLEMS THAT SEEMED CRASHING LIKE BROKEN GLASS.. &WE ARE,HUMANS, THATDOESNT FAILED TO MAKE MISTAKES & STRUGGLING TO SAVE OURSELF..
stay strong ;) lets be there.. together...
loves, tagg me..& ur storey. lets share! doesnt necessarily need to type ur real name
PROFfiey
FIRST OF ALL,YOU KNOW ME? HAHA IM IRA.
IM MOST OF ALL, IM HUMANS,LIKE YOU DO:)
WE HAVE FEELING WE DO WANNA SHARE:)
ITS HARD TELLING PEOPLE,I HAD TO AGREE
IF YOU SHARE,ISHARE MINE TOO ;)
WERE HERE BEING CLOSER,TO HEAL EACH OTHER!
BEST OF ALL,
ILOVEMYREADERS
pleaseS!
*we do go through ups & down but before you knew it..its allsmashed!
*problems came crashing before ur eyes?sighh~
*having breakups,&you aint really ready to face it!
*tangled up
*confused??
*life that doesnt seem pleasing?
*problems that you cant seemed to understand.
